The Pink Hair Vixen

I know I said I'd be doing a "How To" blog and I have every intention of doing it.

I'm still trying to find where I put my memory card 

reader thing to post all the pictures.

I can give you a taste of it though!

I'm totally in love with it!

The bleaching went really well, save for a few spots but those are probably my fault.

The coloring - took me two tries to get right but that was not the products fault.

I'm so happy with it and all the looks and stares 

certainly make me laugh!!

My mom told me, "You always did like to be different."

She's right. 

I never liked to be cut from the same mold as everyone else.

Today was rather eventful.

I went to the dentist and had three out of six teeth pulled.

The dentist went back on his word regarding payment so I didn't have enough

to have everything I needed pulled

but he got what he thought was hurting me the most.

Regardless, I am still thankful for him. He pulled 

three teeth and gave me three shots worth of numbing medicine for a really

low price. 

Something no one else would ever do for me. 

I am a little loopy from the medicine so...forgive me for anything that is 

spelled wrong or doesn't make sense.

I realized today that I no longer have a relationship with my grandmother.

Its not really something I'm ready to talk about.

But when I am you'll find my words here.

It hurts.

It hurts to think that she sees me the way that she does.

It hurts to think that when I needed her the most she made it about herself.

But its her loss.

I'm feeling pretty out of it, looks like my most recent

round of medicine is kicking in.

xoxo